SWASAN – you are MINE! chapter 12 and 13

SWASAN – you are MINE! chapter 12 and 13

I really don’t have words to thank guys….I never expected the much of support and I relly do appreciate it…thank you sooooooooo muuuuuuchhhhh….and don’t worry guys the mystery behind rahuls death will soon be revealed….it will happen after swasan marriage….so till then plzzz keep patience….and enjoy…I have put 2 episode together as most of you want 2 updates a day, which I am unable to do dues to exam stresss and all….I usually take half and hour break during revesion just to update regualalry and not to make u wait for long….

Swara’s POV:

I hate it! I hate him sitting here all day long and keeping his gaze on me. I hate him being in front of my eyes every time I open them. I hate the fact that doctors let him stay with a girl alone when he is not even related to me. And I really hate how the hospital staffs are treating me like I am some sort of celebrity.

“Mam, should I assist in feeding you?” The nurse asked politely as she brought in breakfast for me along with a fresh bunch of flowers.

“No thanks. I can eat myself.” She nodded and left.

“I am not a princess of some country.” I mumble looking at the breakfast brought for me.

“Not a princess but you are a Queen to them, their King’s future wife.”

“I am no one’s future wife.” I said, gritting my teeth but I regret it the next moment when he shot a deadly glare at me. I thought he was going to say something but instead, he sighed and drop his head back onto the sofa.


Of course he would be. Ragini told me that he barely spent two hours at home before coming back here.

Since that day, he didn’t approach me nor talk much. He usually spends his time on calls, working on laptop or…… staring at me. I don’t know why he looks at me as though I am some kind of TV program. He just stares. His intense gaze bothers me to the point where I wanted to hide somewhere.

I stole a glance at him. His head was still on the sofa’s back. He’s wearing a white t-shirt with faded blue jeans. He looks quite nice…

If only his heart was as nice as his appearance, I may respect him a little……

Unconsciously, I sighed loudly and his eyes shot open looking at me. Abruptly, I avert my eyes, not wanting to meet his gaze.

Sanskar’s POV:

I watch her as nurses helped in settling her on a wheel chair. I don’t like seeing her covered up in bandages but I am thankful to god that she doesn’t have any internal injuries.
Sitting on the wheel chair, she looks so weak, vulnerable and…… injured. Anger started to boil up in me once again remembering that she tried to kill herself. I don’t believe that someone could fall from their window without being pushed or trying to jump. Clenching my fists, I walk out of her room knowing that nurses will bring her to the car reliably. They have to. I own this hospital and made it especially for people related to Black Eagles gang. They are not fools to take lightly of its owner’s girl.

Leaning against the car, I waited for shona. the same two nurses brought her to the car and I opened the door for her. She hissed in pain when she tried to put pressure on her feet to stand up.

Okay enough of this!

I quickly scoop her in my arm, not caring about her loud gasp and her tight grip on my shirt. I placed her on the passenger seat and closed the door.


Getting off the car, I called for a servant to take care of Shona’s medicine and stuff. Then I walk towards her side. Another servant brought a wheel chair for her.
“Get rid of this thing right now.” I barked at him, pushing the wheel chair away.

She is not going to sit on this!

I opened the door and reached in to scoop her in my arms again but she moved back a little, causing her to hiss in pain.

“Damn it Shona! Stop being such a child.” I shouted. Frequent stay in the hospital and the thought of her taking her life is driving me crazy for the last few days.

Holding her arm, I pull her towards me, “Listen carefully, I am still mad at you for doing this to yourself.” I pointed toward her bandages. “Now be a good girl and stop acting like a brat. I am already standing on edge of losing my calm. One little push from you and I promise you I will make you regret the day you show me your stubbornness.” I said gritting my teeth.

She shuddered in her place and taking advantage of her condition, I pulled her into my arms.

“Put me down.” She said in trembling voice.

“Shut up Shona!” I said sternly, walking across the living area to the room.

Swara’s POV:

I bit my lip tight to hold back my tears as he lay me down on the bed carefully and cover me with bedspread. The painkillers I have been taking had started to show its effects. I feel dizzy and as my body felt the comfortable surface beneath me, I find myself drifting into sleep.

“Shona…” I felt fingers on my cheek and I slowly open my eyes.

“Hey wake up! It’s dinner time.” I heard his voice.

When my vision cleared up, I found him standing beside the bed holding a tray.

I slowly got up and thank god he didn’t try to help me, I loathe his touch.

“Eat up.” His voice was soft like velvet. He put down the tray near me on the bed and took a seat on the edge of the other side of the bed. I relaxed at the distance and focus on food. I might’ve been very hungry because I finished everything. Carefully putting the tray on the side, I turn to the TV.

Wait! I never had a TV in my room….?

I survey around and found myself in an unfamiliar room. This wasn’t the room where I was staying.

“Where am I….? This isn’t where I was before.” I asked him hesitantly.

“It’s my room.”


“W-why did you bring me here?” My voice started to tremble.

“Because I wanted to.”

“I cannot stay here….. Send me back to my room.”

“What do you mean by ‘cannot’? He says standing next to my side of the bed.

“You know I am i-”

“In Iddat. Stop this nonsense Shona.”

“This is not nons-”

“Yes it is…. besides, there is no point of completing it as I had already put an end to it by kissing you.”

“K-kissing?” My breath hitched.

“You’re lying.”

“I am not.” He sits next to me. I tried to move but he held my arm, pulling me to him.

“Stay. I won’t bite.” He said politely but I didn’t listen to him, as my mind was stuck in what he said earlier.

“Let go of me… You’re lying. I don’t believe you.”

“I know you won’t believe me because you were unconscious that day…. but if you still don’t believe me, then…..” Suddenly he leaned forward and kissed my cheek, holding my chin lightly.

“Now it’s officially off… Don’t worry anymore, my love….. Sweet dreams.” He stood straight with a triumphant smirk and left the room.

Leaving me sitting numb on bed.
Swara’s POV:

Feeling disgusted by his touch, I rubbed my cheek with my palm again and again. Hoping it would erase the tingling feeling he made me feel. After a while it faded because of the pain I started to feel on my cheek for continuous rubbing.

I feel so ashamed of myself right now. How can I let a man touch me…..

He kissed you…!

My subconscious screamed.

“oh god, why are you doing this to me? I feel like a sinner for not being able to stop him…. I hate myself…. I am sorry god…. I’m sorry. I am not strong enough.” I said to myself between my sobs and let all of my frustration out through my tears. I cried until I got exhausted and fell asleep.


Sanskar’s POV:

Sitting on the other side of the room, where she cannot see me, I heard her talking to herself and crying. Clenching my fists, I sat there until her sobs died down.

Quietly, I made my way back to her and sat beside her on the bed. Her eyes were swollen from crying as well as her cheek where I kissed. I shook my head and got up. Taking a bowl, I pour cold water in it with some ice. I went back to her and put a cold wet patch on her cheek.

Idiot! She messed up herself……

She stirred in her sleep on the contact of water with her skin and opened her eyes. She looked at me in horror and tried to move back.

Not this again…..

I quickly grabbed her arm, spinning myself to sit behind her and landed her upper body on my chest. I hold both of her hands with my one hand, knowing she will try to wiggle free from my grip…. and she did.

“Ssshh! Stay still….. You will hurt yourself.”

“Leave me.” She is still wiggling. I sighed and wrapped both of my arms around her tightly, so she couldn’t move but not tight enough to hurt her.

“I will, if you let me take care of your swollen face.”

“I don’t want anything from you. Just don’t touch me… get off.”

I sighed and pulled her more into my chest and put my head on her shoulder. Her hair starts tickling my face, her smooth skin touching my left cheek and her soft warm body in my arms. She is like a perfect warm soft pillow to sleep with. I took a deep breath and snuggle my face in her silky hair.

Swara’s POV:

My body went numb as he snuggle his face in my hair.

“W-what are you doing?” I stutter.

“Trying…… not to lose my senses.” He breathed out. I felt his breath on the back of my neck, sending shivers all over my body.



“I can’t….. Shona.” I gulped.

“Please.” I pleaded.

I heard him sigh and he pulled away his face from my neck, only to put it back on my shoulder.

“Stop wiggling, Shona….. Stop running away from me.” He sounds defeated, “It will make me chase you harder…. You know, the Shona I fell for, the Shona I love, was always wrapped up and so simple…. But still, she was able to take my breath away…. I often try to imagine how you would look with makeup and different dressing… the real you.” His right hand caressed my left cheek lightly making me cringe.

“But now, when I see you…. in real life and holding you…. in my arms… It is making me crazy to the point where I feel like losing my sanity…. So be a smart girl, Shona and do a favour for both of us….. stop being so difficult. It attracts me more…. Don’t back away from me. It makes me want to hold you close…. Don’t say not to touch you. It tempts me to cross my boundaries and make you MINE.” He whispered the last part in my ear, making me shiver.

“Be an obedient good girl and don’t run away from me… But if you do, I am afraid things would end up in the wrong way…. I might add one more sin in the huge list of sins I have done in my life, but for you, my love…. it will be a stain…. a horrible nightmare which is going to haunt you every night until you die.” The threat behind his calm voice was easily understandable.

“So, live a normal life here…. If you need time, I can give you…. If you want me to release your brother, I will… If you want me not to touch you, I will not. Until you’re officially mine….. This is the best deal I can offer you… Just because I don’t like to see my girl cry.” He kissed my ear lobe.

“I-I don’t believe you…. you said you won’t touch me just now…. and still you are…”

“So you’re saying you agree to my deal?”

“N-no….. I don’t trust you.”


“You k-kissed me when I-” he didn’t let me finish.

“It was a lie.” He suddenly turned me to face him, looking straight into my eyes.


“Yes…. I mean why would I open my gift before my birthday…? It will ruin all the excitement.” He smirked looking at my lips. I quickly turn my face to the other side only to receive a low chuckle.

“So what you say? ….Are you smart enough to accept my deal or I do things in my way?” His eyes darkened.

I gulped and nodded.

“But you will release my brother, right?”

“Anything for you, my love….. anything.” He took out his phone and called someone.

“Listen, leave Shona’s brother tomorrow morning but make sure they won’t leave town, until I allow. I might need them in the future if things go against my will.” He says looking into my eyes.

I don’t know if what I am doing is right or wrong, but one thing I am sure of is that I won’t make my family suffer because of me.

He ended the call and got up.

“Lay down, I will treat your swelled face.”

“I am fine. I just need some sleep.” He seems to understand and nodded.

“Take your medicine and sleep. I will be in the other room. If you need anything, call me. Okay?” I quickly nodded.

“And tomorrow morning you can go back to your room…. Good night love.” He said and leaves.

I hugged myself and close my eyes. My mind repeated all the things he said – His words, his whispers, his threats. I don’t know why I didn’t fight back….I don’t know what affected me the most…. his words or his touch.

I dig my nails into my arms. The things he said made everything clear as day that no matter what I do, I will always be in loss and he will still get what he wants.

But I don’t want to be here.

‘It will make me chase you harder…..’

I hate him! I hate him….! I rub my ear lobe where he placed the kiss earlier.

‘It tempts me to cross my boundaries and make you MINE….’

My body shivers in fear remembering his words.

He won’t do that…. would he????
precap: karan entry(a commander like lakshya) – karan and swara friends – sanskar jealous

sorry if I have disappointed ayone about the kiss….it was only a kiss on the cheek to break her idaat….I know many of you were excited for it but do you really think she would let him kiss her on the lips….anyways coming to their deal will it last long or will it be broken off soon….sooooo sorry for no raglak scenes today….

thank you hope you enjoyed

SWASAN – you are MINE! chapter 12 and 13


SWASAN – you are MINE! chapter 12 and 13

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